It's the end or a new beginning?

Before we all knew it, our faithful companion has slide pass us with it's consistent speed, ever readiness to cause changes in us n around us. It has never fail us - Time.

Ever heard of how there is an account where every creature on earth possess. Equally distributed amongst us, no one being favored more than the other. And, It's how we manage and utilize it that makes us prosper or "rich" in life.
An account of time.
If time = $, certainly that statement is valid.
As I reflect back on how this year has been for mi, it seems like I only vaguely remember how the same routine kept repeating over and over. This makes mi really sad... Sad that I didn't really manage to fulfill all my 2010' resolutions... And how my life has changed since I stop being as committed as I've used to be... "Oh come on, don't emote!" I've got to tell myself that to keep going on.
*~Upset, nervous, lonely, depress, remorseful, peaceful, anger, gladness, grateful, happy, excited, and so much more emotions unnamed. And all these can be summarize into one word - Life.

Love it or live with it.
I chose Love. Really, did I?

Interestingly, after writing all these, suddenly this sentence popped into my mind:-
Life : Live It For Elijah

Is it the end or the beginning? All boil down to choices we made in life. Thank u for reading~*

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*Jokes* of the day

Today is really a shaggy day for Niniko. Gonna share so to relieve some of my tension...

An embarrassing morning~*
Boarded the train and felt the "star attack" again. As i was standing, i dashed to the nearest handle and gripped on it tightly. Still it was too late, before i could react, i was already lying on someone besides mi... totally left right center~* and all i could remember was a guy offering a seat for mi, too weak to say anything... yes, blacked out again.
darn~ oh ya, the funny part was... while i was trying to tit my head downwards in hoping to soothe the giddiness by allowing some blood to flow to my head. (*cross finger, let it not be a myth). i slowly opened my eyes to realized there is a huge space in front of mi. Just as i thought to myself, "wa... so many people alighted?".
Then it hit mi that, they all thought i was going to puke... well... who wouldn't?

Ease at heart~*
Doc said my blood pressure was reali low, 80+... dun even know wat is the normal... (tried googled but oh well...) she gave mi some iron pills. but what i really benefited from the visit (despite near an hour wait), is advice that helped ease my worries. Which troubled mi for like days... But after the advice, I was so relieved~ *skip around happily*

Packed day~*
The reason for mi to crawled myself to work is because today is reali one of the busiest day of the month. There is simply no way that i can leave my dear colleague Hong mama in lurch to cover my shiii, i mean, work.
Thank God i pulled myself through.
At least it is a fruitful day, a close call~*

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sammi's new song

As per updated on how inspiring Sammi is with her come back. Glorifying God with her really powerful testimony. The lyrics of the songs are really touching:-

上帝早有预备

留下我的骄傲 吹熄我浮躁
让我知道我不知道 没必然的美好
在谷底才看到天很蓝很高
试炼我的煎熬 打击我炫耀
让我知道我不知道　
如何跟自己和好 在寂寞里打捞　
换取这拥抱假的真不了
上帝早有预备 残酷另有安慰
走过失意漆黑 风光却加倍明媚
上帝早有预备 忧郁我也不退畏
不懊悔 不气馁
试炼我的煎熬 打击我炫耀
让我知道我不知道　
如何跟自己和好 在寂寞里打捞　
换取这拥抱假的真不了
上帝早有预备 残酷另有安慰
走过失意漆黑 风光却加倍明媚
上帝早有预备 幸福我受之无愧
我敢追 我是谁
我是谁 比烟花更卑微
我是谁 却被你眷顾宝贝
我是谁 也许机会才能体会
一切早有预备
上帝早有预备 残酷另有安慰
走过失意漆黑 风光却加倍明媚
上帝早有预备 幸福我受之无愧
我敢追 我是谁 因为你 我无畏

Sammi 上帝早有预备



Poke off,
Niniko

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fruitful day~~*

Had a good breakfast with dad and then went shopping at Diaso. What I love the most is the time spent with my family. Makes me want to really love them. But it also makes me ponder on the things that I can give them is so limited. Which means I got to work harder on earning more. Sigh~ it's easier said than done. "it's not how much you earn, but how much you can save". Buhuuu... ヽ(；▽；)ノ yes... That's....

Cleaned up the house and my room are things that I really hate to do, yet feels very happy and satisfied after doing it. Isn't that oxymoron ?? Hmmm... Then kept my promise to mum on helping with her accounts data entries... But what I like the most is the feeling after accomplishing many things I wanna do, I realized I still have another half day left! It's good to utilize time fully~ *breath and smile* ＼(￣▽￣)／

What a beautiful day~~*
poke off,
Niniko

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times in life

There are times in life you just feel like lazing around... Thats the day today.... Had to take half day just so i'll not be deem as late... （ーー；）
Today totally no mood to work... Sometimes find some things overlapping... Always had this feeling that people only start to care when problem arise... Sometimes I wonder why I even give a damn...
But if I don't when things happen... U can't just escape responsibility... N its not like it's ur fault... Sigh.... That's life....

Let's chill n let the music roll:-



Poke off,
Frustrated

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Songs intro

While mummy was working in my room, she specially requested to listen to the songs that I've used to introduced to her. She described it as "I want the Thailand Chinese song" *chuckle* I think she meant hokkien Chinese. Since the first song I introduced from this artist was 神奇白马， a mixed hokkien(or rather Taiwan dialect) and chinese. It left a deep impression in her. (well who don't?! Keke... That was the reason I watched 超级新光大道3) By a very talented artist - 徐佳莹 I admire her talent alot. She wrote most of her songs at a young age (even during the competition!).

One that I've selected below is really interesting *smile* listen when u have the chance!
Listen


Poke off
Niniko


作词：徐佳莹
作曲：徐佳莹
编曲：李燕飞
制作人：贾敏恕

也许是喜欢吧　所以在你身边绕啊绕
我想他们都发现了　你里里外外包不住的好

但是只有我才知道　你害羞时候眉毛会翘的很高
只有我才闻得到　你低调的骄傲
不一定要天气好　也可能约我出去逛一逛
只有我才坐的到　你咖啡色的金旺

唉哟　怎么办　这样的甜蜜算不算
你专属我的VIP座位
唉哟　烦不烦　这样的甜蜜还看不出来
想大声宣布你是我的宝贝　宝贝　我决不让位

也许是喜欢吧　所以在你身边绕啊绕
我想他们都发现了　你里里外外包不住的好

但是只有我才知道　你害羞时候眉毛会翘的很高
只有我才闻得到　你低调的骄傲
不一定要天气好　也可能约我出去逛一逛
转载来自 ※Mojim.com　魔镜歌词网
只有我才坐的到　你咖啡色的金旺

唉哟　怎么办　这样的甜蜜算不算
你专属我的VIP座位
唉哟　烦不烦　这样的甜蜜还看不出来
想大声宣布你是我的宝贝　宝贝　我决不让位

看他们虎视眈眈扑了过来　视而不见我们的暧昧
真叫人急得像热锅上的蚂蚁

唉哟　怎么办　这样的甜蜜算不算
你专属我的VIP座位
唉哟　烦不烦　这样的甜蜜还看不出来
想大声宣布你是我的宝贝　宝贝

唉哟　怎么办　这样的甜蜜算不算
你专属我的VIP座位
唉哟　烦不烦　这样的甜蜜还看不出来
想大声宣布你是我的宝贝　宝贝　我决不让位

Testimony

Happen to see this video in my poly mate Aloy's FB. it's a really long but meaningful video. Really a great testimony for Him... On the life of Sammy the singer/actress and recently a writer. *thumbs up (*☻-☻*)

Sammy's interview

Crazy coward

Sometimes I've hoped that nobody can see me.

Don't know what it means to hide within your own cowardly shell? That's how it can be describe:

Yes, I have to hide.

I never knew it's so hard to face the things that I've been trying so hard to avoid... The unbearable feeling of guilt and pain really really hurt... Is this what it means? When you try so hard to be away from the light, your eyes hurt when you look at it again... The only love that I have in life, yet i've chosen to turn my back towards. I have been wondering real hard what love means. I've began to understand what love really is. That I can't stop thinking about it, not even a single day.... It is irrational and almost insane.

This is how it feels.
And yes, I am a coward.

Crazy

Promises?

I've started writing journal once again. The familiar book given by important people who used to b in my life and that I've regarded as precious in the past. I've almost forgotten that I've enjoyed the feeling of gripping my pen... Thus I promise myself that I would start writing it again, and preferably everyday; which I've even set daily alarm at 11pm for it. I know how this sounds, and just tasted the reality... With the realization that writing requires inspiration too... (oh
or am I'm juz plain occupied with my vampires dairies...)

The main purpose of writing was to help me align my thoughts once more... Used to do that a lot in the past... Because it feels really good to clear out all the fogs in the mind... A good time for self reflections too.,, N I like the feeling of being in control of myself, better focus, and to think more before I let my emotions jump into conclusions all the time, like...saying the wrong things at the wrong time... being blunt doesn't mean others having to fall short because of it...

Promises are merely words when it's not kept...

Oh well... *yawn
Poke off
Niniko(*☻-☻*)

Hong kong trip

Finally, I fulfilled my dream to sit in an airplane! Wat a small dream... But to me, I realized I love the feeling of looking out of the window from the plane. It's an unexplainable experience. I know how tired it is for my Sis to work up there... She's literally walking from one place to another.
Talking abt my Sis, she is the best sister ever. She sacrificed her own resting time to ensure both myself n my mum (the first plane traveller) to enjoy our trip. She is really tired, having to rush for her flight the day after we touched down Singapore. I really thank God for my Sis and my family. No one is as blessed as I am. Yet I'm always taking things for granted. I realized how easy it is for mi to take things for granted. （ーー；）

Nevertheless, I love my family, everybit of it. The culture is really different in HK. Not really used to it, especially their service. Day 2 - i fell sick, had flu n sore eyes for goodness sake. Absolutely spoilsport. But struggled through even though i felt so much to just sleep in bed the whole day. But i can't disappoint my family n i m not going to waste my day there. Bought some stuff there, overall a good shopping trip. Went to the peak n had great fun taking pictures with all the stars at the wax museum! Some look really real...

Went Disney land on the 3rd day, it was really an extremely warm weather. But it's so much better than rain. It is really fun, I love my Sis, she take care of everything irregardless of how tired she felt and she still hv to put off my kids temper (guilty). She is really amazing.

Last half day at HK - the feeling of mixed emotions slowly set in, realization tat I'm really at HK n going to leave the place makes mi really sad... Emotional... But still, have to face reality when we have to. Guess the withdrawal syndrome will take sometime to clear...

Poke off,
Niniko ＿φ(￣ー￣ )